08 February 2022

#8 - Snakeskin Grisette

Ecdysis
After Snakeskin Grisette (Amanita ceciliae) 

Tonight, I feel compelled to shed my skin
and hurl this tarnished outer self aside.
I ask you for relief and you provide.
You tranquillise me with your liar’s grin.

A schism of the body and the mind – 
like exorcising every anxious thought.
We can’t always unlearn the things we’re taught.
Tonight, I want to leave myself behind.

Another drink, and all the layers shift – 
my outline fractures, leaves a perfect shell.
She looks just like me, eyes as dark as hell.
This hollow shadow woman is a gift. 

Irresolute, her name dies in my throat; 
the empty bottle makes the lowest note.

Listen to the poet perform the poem here.


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